I’m Disappointed in Myself

I’m sorry the story is going to be long. I’m a 21-year-old girl in a private university on scholarship. I started dating a guy when I was in 100 level after he asked me out for almost 3 months. Everything was good—no s£x, just romance—because I was a virgin. He waited till I was ready. In February, he broke up with me without a reason, and I lost myself completely. He was my everything; he knew everything about me. But he said we should be friends, and I accepted. A few weeks later, he said he was sorry, and we got back together.

After a week, he broke up again. He said he was confused. At this point, I was already getting over him. One day, he said we should go out, and I agreed. I went to his place, and we ended up having our first s£x after he begged me to take him back. I was happy because I loved him. Everything was going well until I went to his place, and we had our second s£x. I was ovulating, and he came inside me.

He claimed my period app showed “low chance of getting pregnant.” I left his place, and he ignored me for two days, then he broke up again. July 22nd, I saw my period, and now it’s almost a week late. I’m so scared I might be pregnant. 😭 My ex blocked me, unblocked me, and I texted him saying I needed money for something, but he hasn’t replied till now. I’m planning on going for a bl00d pregnancy test on Wednesday, and if it’s positive, omo 😭. I’ve been crying since. 😭 I’m really going crazy. I’ve disappointed my parents. 😭

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