I am a young lady who has been through a lot in the hands of men. I recently came out of a 4-year painful relationship, and that broke me. I have been healing and open-minded to a new person because I believe in love. I have met a couple of suitors, but there is this particular guy I can’t seem to get out of my mind, no matter how much I try. I immediately liked him the very first day I set my eyes on him. He’s a bartender, and I am into my own business (interior decoration). We have grown to like each other so much.
The sex is goooooodd. He kisses me like his life depends on it. However, one minute I am in love, and another minute I feel like I am not in love. We call each other every day, like we talk all the time. He has provided for me ever since we met. He’s been a gentleman to me. He has never forced anything on me, and he respects me greatly. I also respect him too, but it seems like I am on and off, and it will really hurt me to break his heart. I don’t know if I should open up to him about how I really feel.
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