I’m in a two-year-plus relationship with my girlfriend whom I love so much. She’s not always around as she just finished schooling recently in another state, and after school, she started serving in another state. The distance hasn’t been fair to me as we don’t get to spend much time together. I had a fling with a colleague late last year, and when she came to my place for the holidays, she found out. I regret it badly as our relationship hasn’t been the same since then. I can only imagine how much it would have hurt her. Though she said she has forgiven, everything has been totally different since then. I’ve apologized numerous times, and I’m deeply remorseful. Our communication has been down lately too; we haven’t spoken to each other for a week now. Even though she did something I didn’t like, I can’t get angry at her because I’m the cheat.
And she sometimes reminds me. The emotional stress is taking a toll on me, compounded by a recent promotion at work. I couldn’t go to work throughout last week, and for the first time ever, I got admitted to the hospital. I love her deeply, and she knows I want a future with her. Every significant family member of mine knows her. I’m always so eager to show her to my family. But at this moment, I think I’ve lost her. I just want her to know I’m deeply sorry for ruining our happily ever after. I wish I could go back and have more self-control. I don’t know if it’s still possible, but I hope we can go back to how we were.
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