If you are not ready for a child, don’t have them. I’m not talking just financially; I’m talking emotionally and otherwise. If you won’t be able to be emotionally and mentally available for your kids, don’t have them. In my short life here on earth, I have made a lot of mistakes, taken a lot of decisions that I knew were wrong for me. I don’t mean drugs; I just mean when it comes to matters of the heart. I have given men who weren’t worth it at all a chance just because they smiled at me. I have given walking red flags a chance just because they said they loved me. I did anything for ‘love’ as long as I could find it. I am not loved at home, and anytime I see anyone willing to give just a tip of it, I rush and take it because I believe that’s all I’m worth.
I know my problem, but I have no way of fixing it. I just hope one day true love finds me and that I don’t mess it up. These guys have a way of knowing a lady who’s looking for love desperately; they’ll sweet talk you until you’re totally bought, then next, they begin to treat you like trash, and you don’t even know how to walk away anymore. I know most of you in the comments will be like knowing the problem is already a step to solving it, but trust me I’ve tried and every time, I keep falling for the same thing, a bit of love.’ Maybe, just maybe if I was loved at home, I wouldn’t be so desperately looking for it elsewhere. It’s my fault, and I accept it all. But please tell me where I can find true love. I’m so tired already.
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