My boyfriend has a baby mama, which I knew about since we’ve been dating. I know when he got her pregnant, and I still stayed with him because I love him so much. Some of you might say it’s because of money but trust me when I say he doesn’t have money, and I still stay because I believe we can go through the ups and downs together and make a better future one day. The issue now is, I recently found out he and the baby mama still have sex. I was hurt, though, but still forgave him because I love him, and I don’t see myself loving someone else aside from him. Recently, I kept having this feeling that he’s going to impregnate the baby mama again, and he just made it worse by telling me he wants to go and check up on the child because he’s not feeling fine, which my instincts tell me is a lie, just an excuse to go see the baby mama. It just occurred to me that I have been wasting my time for 4 years and 5 months now. I hope I can finally let go of the love I have for him because it actually hurts, feels like a knife piercing through my chest.
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