I’m tired, I really am. I don’t get feelings often, but when I do, it hits kinda hard. The annoying part is that I seem to have zero luck with having romantic feelings. It’s either unrequited or not at the same level of intensity. Getting rid of those feelings always turns out to be so hard compared to when they start to build up. It once took me two years to get rid of one of those feelings. That was my second time having romantic feelings like that, and it hurt. Frankly, I wanna get rid of it. I want to get rid of my ability to have romantic feelings for the opposite sex. I don’t want to be capable of having them anymore because they seem to bring a streak of hurt. I’d rather be unable to have them and lose interest in yearning for romantic feelings. I think it’ll save me the bother that it brings.
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