I started doing it last year May, and since then, my life has been bittersweet. I’m a 21-year-old who started dating at 19, and last year I decided to try sex, which was okay but not as crazy as everyone hyped. The problem is that since then, I’ve lost my peace. I can’t think of anything without thinking of pregnancy. I hate the fact that my mental health is becoming a mess, and I’m slowly losing my sanity. Yes, I use protection, but I can’t do this anymore. I’m too young to live such an unbalanced life.
I want to break up with my boyfriend, not because of anything, but I know that as long as we are dating, I won’t be able to control myself, and neither can he. I feel bad for what I’m about to do, but I want to be able to breathe again without thinking I’m breathing too much because I might be pregnant. I want to eat healthy without thinking it’s a pregnancy symptom. I want to live life without thinking that every freaking thing is related to pregnancy.
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