I Used To Be A Lover Boy, Now I Am Scared Of Loving Again

I am the type of guy that sticks with one person. I love love (yeah, I know, “I love love” coming from a guy that seems gay). All this while I’ve been in a relationship, my friends make jest of me (they always call me a lover boy). Some even try hooking me up with other girls, but I decline, and they laugh at me, saying my girlfriend will still break my heart. In my last relationship, I was committed to her so much, there is nothing I wouldn’t do for her within my power.

Guess what? I ate a nice breakfast (pancakes). Found out she was double dating through her phone (telling another dude I’ll be a perfect girlfriend you want and a video of them kissing on her Snapchat, lol). I was hurt and m€ssed up at the same time. What do y’all want, women? I’m 26 years old, doing well for my age (I own a big business of my own, although I just started it newly last year, I’m not into yahoo).

Although I don’t have all the money right now, I guess y’all prefer yahoo guys , sh!t happens. Fast forward to now, it’s been nine months or so I’ve been single, and there’s this girl I’ve been communicating with on IG. Our vibe and flow are good, and she’s pretty, slim thick petite (my kind of girls, very portable). But, men!!! I’m scared of trying to be more committed because obviously, she might see another person better than me, as the internet has made it clear everybody wants to be among, everybody wants to chill with the big boys.

I don’t even know what to do. I need advice from y’all. Should I give love one last chance, or should I just continue with the flow? Least I forget, she has already said the L word, and I’m surprised and thinking it was too fast. But you know you can’t read minds, so I don’t know. And before you guys come for me and say I must have done something to her, blah, blah, blah… She was my first girlfriend, the first girl I ever had sex with, even had my first kiss with her. What do women want?

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