I’m tearing up as I’m writing this story. I once dated a guy who I loved so much. To be honest, he is a good and generous guy, but a very nonchalant person! We dated before but we went our separate ways. We later started talking and getting along together, but the relationship wasn’t defined. When I tried to ask for clarity and complain about his attitude so he could adjust so that we can make things work, he accused me of seeing someone else, and that I’m no longer feeling the bond. Meanwhile, I still very much love him. I just wanted things to work between us. I later found out he has someone serious—maybe that’s why he was always acting like that to me. I was so heartbroken; at least even if you didn’t love me like I did, you could have told me instead of wasting all my time. Yet, I ignored every guy for you. I can’t believe I stayed loyal to a guy who never truly loved me and who has a woman living in the house he built. Lol, it is what it is.
I have tried my possible best to hate this person, but I can’t; the love I have for him still holds in my heart. I wish I could be heartless and stop being an emotional person! Precious, I did nothing but love you genuinely, but you took me for granted. I don’t wish you any bad; it’s all your choice and happiness. You made me become w**ked and mean to any new guy I start talking to—they always run away after three days of seeing my attitude towards them. I seem not to like anyone because I’m still hurt. I need to heal; in this 2025, I’m going to stay single and celibate and focus more on my career and growth until I feel like love is worth trying. As for you, keep winning and be happy. I hold no grudges against you, precious, because there was a time you made me happy and felt alive, but this 2025 I won’t block you; instead, I will finally find the courage to delete your contact, ’cause the more I keep your contact in my phone, the more it hurts. Love you always.
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