I slept with our househelp. This is not like me. I have lived with my aunty for 15 years, and I’m just about getting my own space and replacing my car when my aunty changed her househelp. I’ve seen how some of her workers were previously interested in me, but I refused to engage in any such activity at home. This girl took me unaware. Yesterday, I was on my bed resting before doing my laundry when this girl called my phone. Mind you, I never gave her my number. I called back, and she didn’t pick. Then a call came in. I talked on the phone for about five minutes. Afterward, I went downstairs to learn why she called me because the number showed her name. While talking to her, she refused to answer me and even hissed at me. I was so angry I told her, “I’m just helping you. I could have ignored you. You’re new here, and now you behave like this. Stay on your lane then. Na you sabi.” Bad attitude. So after finishing my laundry, I went back to my room. Mind you, this girl and I hadn’t even had a five-minute conversation before.
While in my room, I got a text from her saying, “Sorry, please forgive me. I want to talk to you. Can I come?” In my mind, I thought my sister put her up to it because I heard them discussing. I replied, “It’s okay, no problem. We’ll talk tomorrow.” But she kept disturbing me, asking, “Please, let me come. What are you doing?” When I agreed to meet her in the parlor, she told me she wanted to talk. I sat away from her, thinking, “What’s going on with this lady?” She said, since she came to the house, she’s been seeing me in her dreams and that she loves me. I was shocked. I told her, “Sorry, you should pray and sleep. Goodnight.” Then I quickly grabbed my phone and walked away, but she grabbed my hand and dragged me back. She begged, saying, “You’re a man; why are you acting like a child?” I immediately thought of a past incident where someone I once paid for a h00kup accused me of rape because my transfer didn’t go through.
I didn’t want my family to hear anything. It was raining heavily, so I checked the corners to ensure no one was lurking. She hugged me, said she loved me, and started rubbing me. I panicked but eventually gave in. I took her to my room, and we had sex. I made sure she was satisfied before I climaxed. When I did, she locked me in her legs, saying I should take off the condom. I refused. She said I didn’t trust her, but I didn’t answer. She refused to leave my room, saying she wanted to sleep there. I begged her to leave and told her if she wanted this to continue, she had to go. I regret everything. I’ve been filled with shame since. This is one secret I’ll take to my grave. I hope no one heard anything because it was raining heavily. I’m not that guy, and I hope I’ll never be again. Please, I need to hear people’s opinions. I feel wrong and ashamed. I’ll learn from the comments.
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