So I started dating my boyfriend in 2021 and we began very well. So at the long run, I cheated on him 5 times with different guys, and I was the one that told him everything. Although he was the one that found out about the last one, and this guy forgave me. Even when I had infection, this guy still stood by me, but the trust was not just there from his angle. I knew all this, but I just kept on being me and all. I loved him and still love him so much. I was always hoping that he will forget those incidents and trust me. I even added it to my prayers, but still this guy is not just ready to let go. And after those incidents, I have been sincere and even loved him more. Fast forward to of recent, we had a situation, but because he was not calm enough and I did not trust him enough, he broke the relationship up. Yes, I was at fault that day but I made sure to explain how the situation was with me that very day but he said it was too late.
Like I felt shattered, and till now, I’m still shattered because I love him so, so much. I begged him every day for another chance but he said it was too late. He said I should move on. Trust me, it’s been hard for me, and before I will heal of this heartbreak, it will take a long while before I do because I still love him. Every day I keep telling myself, “Why did I cheat? Why did I tell him I cheated on him in the first place?” I feel like the worst person and most times I just feel like committing s***ide. I just wish he could come back and really see how much I love him, because I sincerely do. This is my story and ladies, I hope you learned one or two from it. Thank you.
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