I dated someone for over four years plus. During all this time, she never cheated on me, never disrespected me, never lied, never made me feel unloved. She loved me wholeheartedly and loved everything about me. Fast forward to the middle of the year, I met this girl and I totally fell in love with her and fell out of love with my four-year relationship, which was the worst thing I did. And the worst is I betrayed her. She didn’t find out; I had to tell her myself because I thought I was doing the wrong thing.
She begged and begged and gave me grace to come back, but I didn’t, and I was being nonchalant. Plus, I wasn’t even remorseful. Despite the fact that I betrayed her, she came running to me and begged me not to leave, but I vehemently disagreed. I know I messed up, and I know you’re seeing this, but I deserve a chance in your life to prove everything right. And to be honest, I am very ready for whatever the outcome may be and ready for a change too. Every day I get teary thinking of her, and I don’t want to live the rest of my life in regret.