I broke up with my ex (it was mutual), although I initiated the breakup. But for two years now, I’m unable to move on. I miss him so much, and since 2022 to this day, there hasn’t been a single day I don’t think about him. It’s crazy! I’m so scared I might never love someone else ever again. In fact, I don’t get attracted to anyone anymore—none of these guys interest me. Since we broke up in 2022, I have not even had good s*x or anything, plus I have been celibate since this year started. I don’t know if I should talk to him. He is still single, and he still loves me because he always chats with me to say, “Thank you” for everything and how I’m his first love.
He says that since we broke up, something died in him, and a whole lot of other things. I decided to break up with him because I felt like we were both struggling financially, and we just needed to part ways to find ourselves and add value to our lives first. But as it is, I’m not able to move on, plus I still love him very much. So I don’t know if it’s a good idea to chat with him. I don’t want to look cheap or make it seem like I don’t have options, and that’s why I came back to chat with him. Plus, I don’t even know if he still wants anything—even if it’s just FWB. I need good sex, abeg 😭😭😭🤣
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