We’re 7 friends that roll together,5 females and two guys, we’ve been together since we entered school. I realized after a few months that I liked one of the guys more than any other obviously. One of my female friends too seems to like him, I noticed that whenever the guy’s around me or has anything to say to me or asks me to follow him to the mall or anything she makes faces throughout the day, even two days after. So I calmed and gave space a little. I don’t know what to do because I feel like he likes me too because we talk and really talk if you understand what I’m talking about, I’m not building his likeness of me on the things he tells me o, because he might just see me as a confidant and nothing else but I still feel he likes me. We went for an internship and were placed in the same place luckily for us, even in the same hostel.
So the guys stayed with other guys at first but started sleeping in our place from the third day we got there, our room was big of course. There was an afternoon when it was only me and the guy in the room, and I started feeling somehow, I just told him I felt like kissing him and he was shocked as I expected but didn’t say anything, I asked what he had to say and he said he’s speechless. So I kissed him, and he responded and touched me (not down there). Since that afternoon, we’ve been making out in the night. Not consecutively but we’ve been making out big time. The reason I’m confused now is that I feel cheap and I have a feeling that maybe the other male friend saw us or that my female friend did see us, the male’s been normal, but the female has been frowning and behaving somehow. I don’t want to be a hypocrite, and ion want them to know too. I don’t think I can handle a relationship now, I’m just confused.
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