I want to share my story, and I hope I don’t get judged. My best friend’s boyfriend used to be my friend before they got together. We didn’t have any strings attached to our friendship as of then, but one day when I went to visit, I ended up playing devil’s advocate by teasing him. I didn’t know it was going to escalate, and then we made out, not sex, but we made out. I sincerely and genuinely didn’t want it to happen, but it continued. I guess I enjoyed the thrill of not getting caught, but then I repented and told him I wanted out.
I’ve been feeling guilty ever since, but the asshole isn’t even moved. Conviction and pain have become second nature ‘cause I really do love and care about my best friend, and I swear I didn’t have any intentions of actually getting down with her man. I want to tell her so I can be free ‘cause God can be mean with these convictions, but I’m afraid he’s going to lie to her, and I’ll lose her. Bear in mind that after the first time, he instigated it every other time. What do I do? I’d be in the comments.
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