Omo, I literally don’t know what to say. Sometimes I really feel like I’m just unlucky when it comes to love. I don’t know what I’ve done wrong, but it’s like I keep giving my heart to people who don’t know what to do with it. One of my biggest fears is ending up like my mum, raising a child alone, carrying pain and heartbreak all by herself. I’ve watched her cry, stay strong, and carry everything alone, and it scares me that I might go through the same thing. My boyfriend blocks me at every slight issue, every small misunderstanding, and it breaks me because I’ve never even blocked him before, no matter how hurt or angry I get. I always try to stay calm, to fix things, to love him the way I know how, but it’s like he doesn’t care. I don’t know what else to do. I’m tired. I’m losing it slowly. I love this person genuinely, like with everything in me, but omo, it’s like I’m the only one fighting for us, and I’m scared I’m losing myself in the process. To me sef, I feel like he doesn’t even worth it sef, not like he’s spending on me o. I’m not even complaining, I swear, but I feel like he’s taking me for granted, I swear. I’ve really tried a lot of things to get over him, and it’s not working. Omo, I feel like my greatest fear is coming to pass. You guys, you’re free to insult me o, but please, what can I do?
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