I started smoking and eating weed a few years back out of depression. I got away with it without my family finding out because I was in an environment where I could do it undetected. I wanted to stop smoking, so I was really happy when we moved. After we moved, though, I kept eating w££d because I liked the feeling it gave me. It was a way to relax and escape the reality of my life. But then, I also picked up smoking c0los. I don’t know why I would try such a thing, even with all the warnings about it. It’s crazy and can be addictive. I still want to stop, and I think God is using recent events to help me. Here’s what happened: My brother and siblings caught me and confronted me.
I apologized and promised to stop smoking, which I did for a short while. But I picked it up again. Recently, my brother caught me again. This time, I did something drastic. I told my mum about it. She’s disappointed in me but wants to pretend it’s not happening. She’s talked to me about it, but no one is asking why I started in the first place. My life looks good on the outside, to be honest. I have a good job, I’m beautiful, and you wouldn’t guess I do such a dirty thing. But I want to stop smoking before I lose my mind. I want love. I want a husband who will love me and whom I can care for. I want kids. I just need you guys to advise me on how I can get better. I want to do better!
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