I have never committed to dating one person since my last official relationship ended in 2020. And it’s been a struggle. Since then, nothing wey man never use my eye see. But I finally got a new boyfriend this year and he was a good one. My boyfriend and I have been dating for 3 months but we can’t get married because of genotype (we are both AS) and I already knew this before we started dating. But I like him and he’s been very good and such a sweet man. I truthfully haven’t dated anyone who has loved me and showed it this much like he has. He takes care of me financially, emotionally he’s there and he’s so hardworking. He has even helped me pull closer to God, communicates well, and the sex and everything is great. I honestly wished I could marry him but God knows best. But the thing is I just met one guy 2 weeks ago and I fell in love with his perfume, it was like jazz, and weirdly I think I like this. We had sex once and it was amazing (he’s AA by the way). I can’t stop thinking about this guy and he’s just been disturbing me and I’m trying to run away.
I asked him once for money and he was saying rubbish, but my boyfriend never complains. Even if it’s little, he will send to me. I’m feeling guilty but the weirdest part is I miss this guy because he’s all cozy, very playful and touchy, which my man isn’t. My boyfriend stays with his family so we haven’t done a sleepover before and I am badly craving night cuddles. I have been dreaming about the other guy and I think I want to keep sleeping with him, not just because of sex but the way he cuddles and keeps body contact while sleeping together is nice. I miss and need that at the same time. Abi what should I do? Because confusion hold me. I dey miss this guy, it’s weird for me. I have dreamt about him twice. Wetin I fit do like this? At the same time, deep down I wanna be in a relationship with someone I can marry.
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