So, I got myself into a situation. I have my long-time girlfriend of years. We’ve been together since uni. It’s long-distance, though, because we stay in two different states in different regions of the country. It’s been a while since we saw each other because of our busy lives and all. I’ve been lonely for the longest time because even though we talk, it gets hard because of the whole long-distance thing. So, I met another woman in a mall. We went on a lovely dinner date, and we started dating. I take care of both of them—hair, nails, lashes, upkeep, and stuff. But I didn’t sleep with her because I wasn’t in a rush. I felt guilty about playing both of them and confessed to my second girl about the existence of my long-time girl. I also told her we needed to end it before things got more serious. She cried and refused to accept my breakup, saying I needed to say it to her face. I felt like I owed her that much, so I said okay. She came over on her off day,
and one thing led to another, and we had s£x for the first time. From there, it was back-to-back. This mama rode me on my couch, f#cked me so good. This mama dey my game any day, anytime. Stamina na die. Omo, we continued the relationship. It’s been a month, and my long-time girl is preparing to come over soon. She stays with her parents, while I live alone here. I have this phobia for traveling to new places I don’t know, ever since an encounter with some police in a city I was visiting (iykyk). I’ve been feeling so guilty because she really doesn’t deserve this. So, I try to use money to bribe her, I guess. I’m sending her N800k–N900k next week for some wigs and other things she needs. I think she’s starting to suspect, though. I really don’t want to break her heart again. I take care of her financially, but sometimes I’m emotionally absent. It’s not fair to her, I know, but long-distance is hard. I broke up with my other girl again last week because of the guilt.
I know this relationship won’t lead to anything, which I tried to explain to her. She came over and cried so much. I didn’t even know when I joined her because the guilt was eating me up, and I felt the pain she was feeling. We cried together, then started making out. Before you know it, 14 rounds and two nights don go. Omo, I even gave her like N150k to help with her healing. At least she fit dey buy ice cream dey cry. But she said she’s going nowhere, that me and her are forever. Omo, I don’t know what to do. I love my long-time girl so much and want to marry her, but she doesn’t like my state and is not even considering moving. This other girl has refused to let me go and is ready to fight for us. I don’t know if I can successfully end things with the other girl, I’m so confused. She’ll just come to my house again, seduce me and fuck my brains out, her pussy is so good, I don’t think I have the strength to resist, I don’t know what to do.
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