I never thought the day would come that I would share my story here, but I guess life happens. I am typing this with tears in my eyes and a terrible heartache. I am here to talk about my husband. I got married last year because I got pregnant for him. It was all well at first, but things changed drastically. Our financial situation got bad, I gave birth mid-year. We did an elaborate naming ceremony even though I was against it at first with the thought that we should do it as little as we can to save money since we aren’t that buoyant, but eventually, we did it. Not to bore you with my long story, fast forward to now, things are very bad, we can’t afford much, and I try everything in my power to assist in running the home, ranging from borrowing money around from family members to spending whatever I have for us. Since I got married, I never used a dime to take care of myself or buy anything for myself, and he also tried his best to provide for us.
The issue now is he is always abusing me, always complaining. It’s been long I heard him compliment me; in fact, I prefer him not staying home these days, the same thing always happened while I was pregnant, he would insult and tell me my mates are working hard to assist that what do I bring to the table. I always endured, this morning the same thing happened, he complained a lot and even said I’m doing like an old woman. I try my best to look fine, I am now very lean, we know how it’s not easy to take care of a baby plus no proper treatment. I don’t even have enough clothes, all my clothes have faded, I keep wearing one clothes several times, my self-esteem has reduced, I always feel so sad thinking about my life, but my child is the one keeping me going. I pray a lot for him and for us, but at times I wonder if it’s because he always makes me unhappy. Once he opens his mouth, it’s complaints over complaints.
He complains the house has a certain odor but won’t buy air freshener, but I never accused him because we can’t afford those now. I always try to understand so why can’t he do the same. I don’t know what to do. I’m tired of my miserable life. I have a lot to say if given the whole day, but I don’t want to make it seem like I’m talking purely about his faults. I wish to be independent just maybe if I start earning money to afford some things and make myself fine, my self-esteem would be fine, and I would be proud of myself as a woman. I hardly feel any love for him these days. Please, if anyone can help with business ideas that will flourish. I am very hardworking; I did several odd jobs before getting married. Please help, I need to regain myself.
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