I have been called many names by my own parents and sister. Is it being a prostitute or a disappointment? I am 19 going to 20 and in my finals in school. I’m academically okay (a 4-pointer) but nothing seems to please my family. Just for having a boyfriend, my sister calls me names like a prostitute. I don’t take it to heart because we’re not close at all, but what broke me was tonight when my own father called me a prostitute. I’m literally writing this in tears, and I hope not to fall into depression.) Like what have I done to deserve this? Since I was brought to this earth, I’ve done everything to please my family. I question God most times, what I’ve done. I’ve attempted suicide, but they never knew. I’ve gone in and out of depression in school, but they never knew. Like why? I don’t think I can heal from this. My brothers are the only ones I can talk to, but at this point, I’m back into my shell. I just wanted to rant and pour my heart out because I can barely breathe. Definitely, I’ll be fine.
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