Hello, Rantz family. I am 23, female. I am a student and I sponsor myself through uni. I was single for my first two levels in uni and throughout those two years I was good on my own. I was into crypto and Web3 and for those two years I built my portfolio and even gathered a community. It was not easy but I sorted my own bills and survived somehow. I started dating a coursemate in my third year, which was about a year ago. He is sweet, caring, intentional, and pretty much everything ladies want in a man. I would go to his place at any slight inconvenience and be relieved of it. I no longer had to worry about how I would get my bills sorted because he covered everything. I did not open up about how I was struggling to sort things or ask him to sort my bills for me, he just gave me money to get things I liked and I channelled them into paying my bills.
However, the comfort he gave me and those useless Web3 projects that kept slamming “ineligible” in my face made me relent. At first, I reduced my grinding on projects and later put a halt to it about two months later. Fast forward to a month ago, we had a fight and have not been on talking terms since then, and I have finally seen how miserable I am without him. I cannot do anything for myself and I am basically starving. I am so angry at myself because I was not like this. How can I be this useless? And to think that I cannot even go back to my community because it is gone. My portfolio is gone. I feel so bad for real. Please be nice with your comments, I know I f*cked up. I just needed to rant or I might go crazy. I am currently working on starting a new brand.
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