I’m so stupid for falling in love, so I’m here to rant. My friend from my teen years and I reconnected from nowhere and started dating. It has been all roses kind of thing until about 3 months in to find out my partner is married, and it has been a year thereabout! A very young person like that, in his mid-20s, and you won’t smell a thing. Why? His wife is outside the country; they did only registry and made plans to leave. So here is the thing: before I found out, we decided to only date till he left the country, so I never put it in mind to expect that we were going to have any serious relationship. But what I am pained about is the deceit. The more I think about the trust I have, the more hurt I am. I blame myself for not asking questions when we first met again, thinking he was going to be somebody different, and because I thought I finally knew for once what I was getting into when I decided to date him.
It was a mistake when I found out, but I asked him. He explained and said that he didn’t want us to break up, he was sorry for lying, that he wanted to be happy with me and all that crap. I don’t know if I am stretching, but I feel gullible and used, and I hate myself like crazy for doing something I have never wanted to do in my life. After a month of not seeing each other, I dumped a bunch of shit texts and deleted his number already. I have always been trusting, no matter how many times I get hurt, but at this point, I don’t think I’m going to trust any man ever again in my life. Many of them coming across me are never fully/not genuine at all, and it hurts me so bad to be very honest, given that I am a family person. Tears in my eyes typing this: will I ever get to have a family of my own?
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