There is this particular man who is older than me by two decades. He has been disturbing me for years, and I later gave him a chance. This guy has been begging me to suck him; he said he can’t suck his girl, and I don’t know the reason why. I later agreed, and we did the deeds. This guy will be like, “You are so sweet, you are so beautiful.” He tells me this anytime we have s€x together. But the problem is there’s another girl but he said that the girl isn’t his girlfriend. He told me they were just close friends; that is nothing serious, and I believed him because I have a rule: I don’t sleep with people’s boyfriends or husbands. I noticed that he cares about this girl; he doesn’t want me to come to his house if she is around. Anytime we do the deed and I go back, he finds it difficult to text or call me, probably because of that girl. He tells me he wants to lick my butt hole, but he can’t do it with that particular girl. I feel like he is living his fantasies with me, and I am his sex toy. I really do like and care about this particular man.
I even told him I am falling for him; he said we should take it very slowly. This particular guy will invite five ladies to stay in his place, but I can never be one of them. I asked him why; he said he is just helping those ladies, and meanwhile, that particular girl he said they are close friends will be part of those ladies’ group. Sometimes he takes them to travel, but I can’t be there. If I don’t text him, he won’t text me. If I call him and he is with that lady, he never picks. This particular guy compliments me all the time, calls me “babe, you are so sweet, babe, you are so beautiful.” Anytime I am around him, his d is always poking. He doesn’t feel this way with that particular girl, but this man doesn’t want to make me his girl. He is always talking about impregnating me. I feel so lost. Does he even care? Am I just a toy or an experiment? I cry every time because I really do like this guy. This guy will kiss my head, my forehead, my yansh, my nose, lick my ear. I mean, there was a time I was eating; the food was in my mouth already, I was chewing it, and this guy asked me to vomit it inside his mouth. I did it. So, guys, I am confused. Tell me what to do. Should I let him go? Should I withdraw? Because I think the guy knows I am falling for him already.
Aldo Read: A Shattered Heart