I have been in a serious relationship for 3 years. Every time he always wants to check my phone, he reads my chat all the time. I do not have a problem with it because I don’t have anything I’m hiding. He looks and behaves perfectly to me, and I have never noticed or thought he would be cheating. I have never been interested in checking his own phone; as a matter of fact, I don’t even know the password to his phone. Yesterday night he slept so early, and I was still on my phone (he slept around 7 pm). So around 11 pm, I woke him up to help me with something I needed to do urgently, and he did that. He then took his phone to press and slept off. I wanted to just help him lock it, then my mind told me to go through it. I am still in shock; I just cannot believe this. Right beside me before he slept, he was exchanging nudes, sending his dick to the girl, and the girl also sending back. They were saying a lot of sexy things to each other. He is also in a very serious talking stage with another girl and a lot more that I can’t say here.
He woke up and saw his phone with me; he was begging and apologizing, crying and prostrating. I can’t just forgive this; it’s too much on me. I have been a very good girl to this guy. A very faithful woman to him. I am shocked that all these girls are not even up to one. The way I see him, I can’t even think he can do half of that to me; I have never in my life felt he might be cheating. I really don’t know how to move on, but I don’t want him anymore. I don’t even think I’m capable of loving again. Cheating is a deal-breaker for me, and for the fact that he presented himself to be someone very principled. Betrayal hurts so bad. What hurt me more is that I was physically present when he was exchanging those intimate messages with someone else. Every time he sees a guy text me, he will always shout and make sure I block them. Nothing can express the pain I feel right now.