I really want to get into some serious entanglement with a toxic guy. No feelings attached—just friends that seem to be too compatible in many ways (in terms of bad behavior). I want us to start to have issues, and there’s an excessive display of who’s the most toxic. I experienced it last year, and it was fun. But I’m no longer patient. Whenever I see signs of toxicity, I block. I guess this fantasy of mine won’t be fulfilled. I don’t need “you need to heal.” I just want to let it out.
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