I Don’t Love My boyfriend Because of How He Looks

I have been dating this guy for almost a year now and I don’t like him because he’s not my type of man. He loves me so much that he can do anything to make me happy. Even on my birthday this year, he did a lot for me. He has money, so he bought me hair, and a phone, and takes good care of me. He also wants to give me money to open my store and he’s talking about marriage. He has already told my elder sister that he likes me and he wants to marry me but I don’t like him because he’s too ugly gosh! I can’t even go out with him because I’m ashamed to tell my friends this is my boyfriend. I am a very fine girl with front and back. Right now, I don’t know what to do.
I don’t want to marry a man I don’t love. I even told him I didn’t want the relationship again. The last time I did, he almost took his life. I am so tired, I don’t know what to do guys. Should I continue with the relationship or I should just run away for a year so he won’t see me? I haven’t had any feelings for this guy for the past months we have been dating. I even insulted him and his family for him to leave me but he still kept begging me. He is so caring and loving but I can’t marry someone I don’t love. Guys, I need your advice on what to do, please.
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