I have known my husband for over 12 years, we dated for 6 years and have been married for 6 years with two kids. I found nud£ videos of girls on his laptop, and when I confronted him, he started begging and even confessed to sleeping with some of them. He also admitted that he once had s£x with a girl in our living room when I wasn’t home. He said he’s happy I found out because he’s always wanted to tell me, but he was scared. He said the nud£s were from over a year ago and that he deleted them all, but when he reinstalled some apps, they came back. I checked the dates, and it’s true that they were over a year old.
I feel so broken. He even went to the extent of reporting himself to my family and asking them to beg me. Every night, he wakes me up to apologize and beg me to forgive him and trust him again, but I can’t. He does everything for me, to the extent that it’s my name and my surname on all his property, and the documents are with my mom. He knows I’m not after his property because I started with him when he had nothing. He said if I ever catch him cheating again, I should sell everything, relocate with the kids, and leave him with nothing. I really want to forgive him, but it’s so hard. I take it out on him every time.
I say bad words when I’m angry, and all he does is apologize. I even messaged the girls and showed them their nud£s. They are begging because they are now married and don’t want to ruin their homes. How can I let go of this pain? I feel cheated.
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