I have been dating my boyfriend for over four years. Everything was going fine until I gained admission into a university. We both attended the same university but on different campuses. He helped me sort out my admission, so distance wouldn’t be our problem. I messed up the relationship by having sex with a neighbor of mine where I do charge my phone. I tried my best to resist all this, but he found his way to get me. We only had sex once, and since then I have been avoiding him. I regret doing this ever, and I cry and pray to God to forgive me because I failed my boyfriend. Ever since my boyfriend knew my neighbor, he has been warning me to stay away from him and not to have anything to do with him, or else I will see the other side of him.
Some months after I cheated, my boyfriend figured it out and was so aggressive. He got drunk and nearly wanted to go fight my neighbor with his friends. His mom begged him and told him to give me one last chance, but ever since, he can be happy with me today and be aggressive or insulting me the next. I know I me$$ed up and I swore to him that I will never try such again, but he changed. I love him so much that I never want any separation between us because he is everything: supportive, loving, funny, and caring, but he changed. What can I do please? I know I fucked up.
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