I just got pee in my urine. It started as painful urination in the morning, and now I’m peeing blood. I felt the pain I experienced while peeing was just in my head because, lately, I’ve been feeling superficial pains. My lower tummy was hurting after I smoked, then it stopped. Even when I was palpitating, after drinking water, it stopped. A few days back, I was looking for my glasses, and my vision was blurry until I discovered they were on my eyes all along. I didn’t take the pain while peeing seriously because I felt it was superficial, like the others.
Just a few minutes back, I saw blood in my pee. I’ve been wondering about the cause of the pain and blood—I could have kidney stones, a UTI, chlamydia, gonorrhea, fibroids, cancer, or God knows what else. I can’t summon the courage to go for a test because I’m not ready to know what it is. I’m smoking and taking Molly because I don’t want to feel the pain again. I’m so scared, guys. What could it be? I just needed to let this out.
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