I feel so lonely and broken at the moment. There’s this girl I loved so much, but she had a boyfriend. We dated because she claimed to have wanted me as well. Things went well until we broke up, but we still kept in touch with each other. Even when I was in another relationship, which crashed, we were still vibing. My love for her never changed a bit, no matter how I tried loving another girl; it didn’t work. We still kept playing love; I kept on loving her. But recently, I just stopped talking to her because I feel she’s just using me to kee boredom whenever she and her guy are fighting.
Her heart really belongs to the other guy. I notice whenever her guy is doing well or getting her things, she acts as if I’m nobody. I’m always hurt and jealous whenever I know she’s with him. We’ve been in this for almost four years. I just want to forget her and stop loving her. Maybe I can make more money, and then I can open my heart to loving someone else who truly wants me. I just can’t stop thinking about her. I wish she chose me.
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