It’s past 2:30 a.m., and I can’t really sleep because I feel I have betrayed my man. We are four years this month, August, but it just feels like I’m not happy in the relationship. A lot has happened over the past years of being together, especially from his end, and that has made me develop h8tred towards him, but it’s very hard to leave and move on. I met a new guy here in my new hostel, and I immediately had a crush on him. I can’t really say what went wrong in my heart because nothing like this has ever happened in three years. I have never felt any attraction for any man except my man, but this really surprised me. I met him within a week, and I started having these feelings for him within that same week.
We talked and vibed well, and we ended up having sex yesterday. I had it in mind that I just wanted to enjoy the moment because I have never had sex with any man except my man for the past four years. I’m feeling bad about the whole issue, especially because everything happened in the same room he rented and furnished for me. I’m keeping this secret till my grave, and I pray God forgives me. I really don’t know how men feel after they cheat on their girlfriend, but I really feel bad after the deed has been done. It’s well.
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