I Am Wondering If I Should Just Stick to My Sugar Daddy to Avoid Many Body CountsI’m 20 years old. I’m a girl who can stay for as long as possible without sex, I don’t masturbate either. The thing is that; in early last year, I agreed to have a sugar daddy, he has been on my neck but I was turning him down bluntly. I even blocked him but life became really hard for me so I had to agree to date him. We barely have sex, we’ve had sex just 5 times since we’ve been dating. It’s not like he has also spent millions on me anyway, but I can’t have sex with 2 guys at the same time, and since I couldn’t seem to find love, I decided to stick with my sugar daddy.
However, he thinks I sleep around because I’m always running away from him whenever he asks for sex. I have explained to him countless times that I’m not that kind of girl, I am only dating him because of money, and that if I was in a relationship with a guy, I wouldn’t be talking to him at all. I don’t know, I just feel it’s better to be having sex with just him and he can at least send me money when I want than to be in a relationship with someone and cheat. Though I hate myself for having sex with him. We never even really had good sex, I was always jumping, shouting, or pushing him away from me because I felt disgusted.
The mid-last year, I decided to never do anything with him again, and I’ve been standing by it. Besides, I started dating someone too and I’m not the type to cheat. But now, my boyfriend and I broke up and I’m regretting adding my ex to my body counts. When I would have just stuck with my sugar daddy and not had sex for free. Now, I don’t want to be in any sexual relationship with any guy again. But, my sugar daddy is back. I don’t know if I should go back to him and stick with him till when I can finally leave him totally, Instead of increasing my body counts in the name of a relationship.
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