I am a girl of 21 years old and I’m in my finals. I have been in a relationship and I’m thinking of breaking up. My reason is that I don’t think my boyfriend is adding any value to my life. I’m not from a wealthy family and that is why I work hard to upgrade the life of my family especially now that my mom is getting old. It breaks my heart to see her every day going from one place to another for the sake of going to market to sell. I can boast of two businesses of mine but since I’m a student and I fend for myself without any support, the businesses haven’t taken shape. So I just feel at this point in my life, I’m meant to be with someone who at least supports me financially and tries to push me forward.
Don’t get me wrong, my bf is very sweet but financial support is the issue because he doesn’t have it. Sometimes I think of the fact that because of this my boyfriend, I’ve been so loyal that I stopped talking to lots of people who can support me. Now, what if my boyfriend leaves me one day and I start thinking of all the sacrifices I made to be with him, won’t I be the one at a loss? Don’t judge me and start calling me a gold digger, I’m just trying to think of my future, and based on the background I’m coming from. I don’t want to take risks that I will regret woefully. I’m just a little girl with big plans and I tear up every time I remember how I’m not getting support from anyone. Sometimes I just want to relax and not bother about my future but I can’t because I have nobody to rely on.
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