I Am in Love Again, and I Hate it

I just want to rant my lungs out. I came out of a very bad four-year relationship barely three months ago. I met this guy, and we instantly vibed and liked each other. I told myself I wasn’t going to do relationships again, probably just get a friends-with-benefits situation with one person. This guy kisses me so passionately, like his life depends on it. When we shared our first kiss, I thought it was just some lust I felt towards him. Now, we can’t go a minute without talking to each other.

We have knacked a lot of times, but I still feel so much attraction to him. He calls me every minute. Anytime I see him, I just want to take his clothes off and devour him, omg. I can’t fall in love so soon nau. I love the feeling, but at the same time, I h8te to be in a relationship. I don’t want to get into a relationship anytime soon. I think I am in love with this guy. However, I hate it, and at the same time, I want to give myself a chance to love.

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