So, I have thought of many theories, but I think the one I have pondered over the most is that God has decided not to allow me to make bulk, crazy money at once because if I do, blood go surplus. I was sexually assaulted early last year by my supposed friend. I cut him off everywhere after the incident. He’s pretty popular around my city, so I know he’s getting along with his life as though nothing happened. It irks me so badly that he’s so unbothered and comfortable with life while I suffer greatly—emotionally and mentally—because of what happened.
I can’t bring myself to speak about it to anyone; they’ll probably point fingers at me and say I’m at fault. All I’m saying is that if I have enough money, I’m ready to take out my revenge on him—slow and painful. I want him to beg me to stop, just as I begged him that day. I have been unable to feel anything positive towards men ever since the episode. I need no advice; I just wanted to type it out. It feels very real now that I have written it. So help me, God.
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