I am not really here to rant but just here to pour my heart out ’cause honestly I’m shattered and heartbroken. What do men really want? Why’s it that when you like someone, come to trust them, and be loyal to them they don’t just do the same for you? They just look at everything you do for them, and then go sleep with the next available person. I recently left my boyfriend’s place, or should I say ex, ’cause he’s constantly cheating and texting other girls. Even before I left his place, I caught him trying to invite another person over, and the issue is that he’s upset and hasn’t called me since the day I left his place or even sent a text to know how I’m faring. But he’s busy posting on his various social media platforms. I really can’t take it ’cause how can you be all over the place on Instagram, Snapchat, Twitter, and TikTok, and you’re busy texting other girls and liking their videos and pictures to get their attention?
I’m really heartbroken. I’m the type that doesn’t double date in a relationship, though I get asked out because I’m very, very pretty. I barely go out because I’m always shy when I’m out. Boys, married men, and even women always tend to approach me when I’m out. How can someone just betray you like you don’t even matter? I don’t even have the heart to like anyone at this point because I’m honestly tired. It’s a different kind of pain when people do to you what you can’t even think of doing to them. I’m so pained, can’t stop the tears anytime I think about it, and even as I’m typing this, I’m crying again. I’m really, really tired and sad. I just hope I heal soon and find the right person. 😭
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