A love story of 3 years plus coming to an End. I am hurting because this guy constantly cheated, lied, b£at me, and made me feel I wasn’t enough. The word understanding girlfriend—I was it. Imagine where you don’t disturb your man for money or gifts; in fact, I do the gifting. I showed up; I would do everything and anything to make this guy happy. My faithfulness was on 100 because I found a friend in him. Instead, he kept gaslighting me, accusing me; this man would cheat, and his girls would post him on social media, and he wouldn’t see it as a problem. They wear his clothes and snap in his house, but yet he won’t see a problem. I feel betrayed because I allowed myself to think it was okay to be with an abuser, a manipulator, or a cheat. I’m hurting, I won’t lie; I cry myself to sleep. There is a sharp pain in my chest that I feel whenever I’m alone. I try to distract myself with my business and things, but I still feel the pain. How do I go past this?
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