I don’t just know how to start, but I have to start somewhere. I have been dating my boyfriend for over 7 years now, but nothing to write home about. I really love this guy, like I love him with all my heart, and I have never cheated on him for any reason. To the extent I moved in with him to his house because of some challenges I was having with my family. But, this guy has been cheating on me with his so-called ex-girlfriend, whom I h8ted with passion. So, whenever I want to walk away from the relationship, my boyfriend always apologizes, saying he is sorry and it will never happen again. But countless times, he always repeats the same mistake by going back to her.
This guy is someone I cherish with all my heart because of the love I have for him, to the extent I just free him to do whatever he likes with her. But deep down, I am not happy with the whole thing. I was doing it just for love. I know most of you will say I am stupid or a fool. This same guy I have been supporting with the little things just to make things right in the relationship, but one single respect he does not have for me. I really appreciate the fact that most of everything I have today, he can come out and boast of it that he helped me in so many ways. That’s why I just keep my body for him.
The most annoying part is that my boyfriend believes in outsiders more than me. His girlfriend gives me the reason he is not meant for me because I have pleased him and displeased myself enough. I don’t really know what to do because I really love the guy, and I have suffered with him for years now. This same guy doesn’t know when I am happy or sad. I am a very calm person, and I am also dangerous too. He only remembers me when he is broke, but when he has money, he will remember his so-called ex-girlfriend. Na me good to be understanding girlfriend. This same girl who wouldn’t agree to open her legs for him when he was broke.
Omo, I have suffered a lot, though plenty things dey to talk about, but I will stop here for now. So, guys, I don’t know what to do. Please help a sister. I know say una go insult me, but na everyday person dey learn.
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