I am so angry right now. Why are men like this? My boyfriend of almost two years won’t stop cheating on me with one particular girl, and we have had so many issues because of her. He promised me, even swore that he’s no longer talking to the girl, that he blocked her everywhere, which I was sure about. Only for me to find out that the stupid bastard was still talking to her. I hate him so much now; I can’t even stand him, he disgusts me. Men are scum. Funny how I was very plain with this guy. I never for once cheated or gave any guy time, and that’s because I am not the type that cheats or talks to many guys and people generally. Maybe that was why it hurt so much. I have finally concluded that I’ll never trust him again. I’ll stay in the relationship until I get a new man. Because I am very scared of being alone, and this is because I don’t have any friends. I am always alone.
My mum was my best friend, but now she’s dead, which makes me an orphan, and that really messes with me. I still get PTSD every time. I won’t stop having anxiety; that’s one of the reasons why I don’t like staying alone. I really can’t believe the only person I see as my family won’t be honest with me. As soon as I get a new man, I am leaving. I can’t continue with this rubbish. And you know what really gets me angry? Sometimes the boy goes dey feel like he’s a man and he can cheat, that’s the way he makes me feel. I hate him. I know the majority of men cheat, but I hate disrespect. I don’t feel respected enough. Bro be cheating on me with a single mother, lol. He lost a good woman. I know he has nothing to lose, but I need to protect my peace. I’ve got enough on my table; I really can’t add relationship problems to it.
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