In 2021, I met this guy, he was so nice to me, but I later found out he had a girlfriend of 1 year. However, he kept on being good to me, and we started having sex. Each time we did, I would feel so guilty because I knew he was someone’s boyfriend. I prayed about it, even tried to talk to him to stop, but he wouldn’t let go, and I couldn’t let go because I actually loved him. He spent on me so much, he sent me more money than anyone. We continued having sex until last year, December 2023.
Within these years, I would always pray to God and even fast to try to break free. I would block his number and delete it, but he had a way of still getting to me, and we would make out. Mind you, I had a relationship within these years, so I was having sex with them both, but I later broke up with my boyfriend for some reasons. Truth is, I wasn’t happy doing this; I just had to because my boyfriend was never there, but this guy was always there for me. However, he was still with his girlfriend, and they are 3 years now.
There was a time last year I told him it was either he broke up with his girlfriend and dated me, or we stopped whatever it was between us. He told me he was going to break up, but he didn’t keep his promise. He kept moving from “give me two months” to “give me one month” until he finally just told me to forget it, that he wants the breakup to happen naturally. I felt bad, but I left it and kept praying to God to help me stop having sex with him and taking money because it became almost a thing of exchange.
I felt so bad about the whole situation, but I didn’t know how to stop. Now, my problem is I told myself I wasn’t going to have sex with him this year, and I don’t want to ask for money from him too. But my phone just got bad, and my rent is due, and he is basically the only one that can help me. We met already this year at his house; I went to give him food. He wasn’t well, but I stood my grounds, and we didn’t have sex, and I was so happy. But now I need him for my phone and rent, so I don’t know what to do.
Do you guys think I should text him and have sex with him so he can help me with the money? Before you say if he pays now, who will pay next year, I have a business I do and have a small amount of money from it. I would have done them myself, but I just started, and my savings are still small. By next year, I must have made a lot to take care of my rent. I will be in the comment section to hear what you guys have to say.
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