Sometimes, I just feel bad for myself. You people who have rich parents and siblings should always thank God twice whenever you wake up in the morning because half of the things I went through were based on the fact that I didn’t have anyone to support me. The whole family relies on me. I’m just a girl, a 20-year-old girl. I don’t even tell people my age because they will give this impression of “you’re too small.” You guys, I have been hustling since I was 14. It’s just unfair. I’m a first daughter and second child. I have a brother, but he is not well-to-do. I’m exhausted. My mom is trying, but everything doesn’t seem to go as planned for her. I have to hustle hard because I don’t want my younger siblings to pass through half of what I passed through.
I don’t even have a supportive boyfriend. It’s just me and my hustling head, and some people will see me and they will think I’m happy, I’m doing fine, meanwhile, the burden I carry is even more than my age. My ex ended up using my financial situation to insult me after our breakup, which is why I can’t even open up to any guy that comes my way again. I don’t even know how to continue with life. I have prayed Tahajjud countless times for Allah to just send a helper to me who will love me and everything that comes with me. I know I will soon rant about my testimony and how God changed my life for good. I don’t have anyone to share my story with, that’s why I’m dropping this here. Bye, guys. ❤️
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