I’m so pained. Omorr, if your heart is not strong, don’t get involved in friends with benefits or else you’ll cry shege. I’m still crying about mine. I was just minding my business when this boy made me fall deeply in love with him. He was very caring, though he didn’t spend much on me, but I loved him so much, like I could literally do anything for him. But he m£ssed me up. Two weeks before my birthday, this guy ghosted me, only to wish me a happy birthday, claiming I was acting somehow, which is why he ghosted me. We settled the issue and everything seemed fine until his birthday. I got him gifts worth hundreds of thousands just because I loved him.
Then, I saw one of the things I gifted him on one of his babes. Omorr, I almost went crazy! Oh, I almost forgot, this guy is into shina (fucks around), and I know he has at least five fuckmates. I nearly slapped the girl for flaunting the gift I bought for him, but I kept my cool. God is so good, he texted me this night to say hi, and I asked him why he gave my gift to someone else. Omorr, that’s when baba flared up. He went off on me, called me names, and ab#sed me like I was crazy. It hurt so much. I cried, no lie. That’s why I’m ranting now. It pained me gan. He even said I was daft.
He’s always telling me I don’t know how to fuck and that I’m boring too. Omorr, me that knows how to be a lover girl! The funniest part is that despite all the abu$e, my mind still hasn’t let go of him. One part of me wants to beg him, while another part tells me to maintain my dignity. I’m tired. IF YOU DON’T HAVE THE STRENGTH, DON’T JOIN FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS OR YOU’LL CRY BL00D. I remember this guy even asked me why I haven’t gotten a boyfriend. Ogbeni, isn’t it you that I’ve fallen in love with? How I wish I could unlove him.
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