You guys might not remember, but I wrote a story about a month ago about how I couldn’t stop thinking about this particular guy I didn’t date. I stalk his social media every blessed day, even from a fake account because I can’t stalk with my own account—I might mistakenly like his post. The advice you guys gave didn’t do anything. But today, I just woke up and decided to unfollow him on all socials. We still view each other’s WhatsApp statuses. In fact, he views mine first. I’ve deleted his number, and I’ll try to make sure I don’t stalk him. I might do so maybe once a week—I’m only human. I’m just too ashamed that this is happening to me. This kind of obsession has never happened to me before. I’m usually the first to move on from my relationships. In fact, it got to the point where I started stalking a particular girl that engages with his posts on IG. Hmm.
I’ve also prayed to God to help me forget him. No, I’m not jobless—I work in a bank, and you all know how stressful that can be. But any small chance I get, like a mad person, I stalk him. I can’t wait to move on and not even remember him. And may this kind of thing never happen to me again. It’s sickening—like an addiction I couldn’t control. A guy that I told I was sick and admitted to the hospital, and he didn’t check on me once, and yet here I am. I’m just ranting. I really can’t wait to get over this foolishness. Nobody would even believe I’m going through this because I give off the vibe of a strong girl, especially when I advise people here on Rantz. But see me now. If I didn’t know better, I’d say he jazzed me. I can’t wait to get over him. It’ll be my number one prayer point every day. God help me.
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