I was writing my ND2 exams and got caught for exam malpractice. Funny enough, I didn’t even plan to use what I had on me because it was what I had jotted down while reading, and I squeezed it into my pocket since I had to rush to the exam hall. After finishing the exam, I foolishly took it out to compare my answers and see if I needed any adjustments. That itself was considered malpractice because I had it in my pocket and got caught when I took it out. I know this could mean an extra year for me because it has reached the administrative side already. I just hope they don’t suspend me and let me continue the course in peace because I’ve learned my lesson. I never thought something like this could get this bad. I made a very big mistake today and I’m really regretting it. God, I really messed up. Please let me find favor from the panel. I’ve really learned my lesson because I have no excuse to justify my actions even if I try to explain—they don’t make sense. Will all my efforts just go to waste because of one little mistake? God, I promise this won’t happen again. Let me find favor from these people. It took me so long to get here, and now I see what my actions have gotten me into. I do not want to drop out. I really don’t want to drop out.
Also read: How Can I Detach?