With so much tears in my eyes as I’m writing this, I can’t just tell anyone because it’s insane, they’ll think I’m crazy. I can’t stop crying; I am just so unlucky. It hurts me so bad. Where do I even start from? I am skinny, and the community or the world we live in values women with bodies. I’m just there, not even with the curves or the assets. Not only that, I won’t say I am ugly, but not so fine either. I am just there. Back to my rant. I am no one’s favorite, not even my parents’ favorite. People just don’t like me naturally, no matter how I try. Yes, you can say I should be myself. I am myself. I barely talk or try to make friends, but people do not like me. There’s work that my friends and I do; they pick them and leave me. I am always an option. I just try to keep going every day. See, I try to improve in my everyday life. I try to upgrade. See, I am trying. No helper, I do my things myself. It’s funny how guys no longer ask me out. I am now a mockingstock among my friends, they will say, “I’ll take you to the market and sell you.” How can I even say no one asks me out? I’m sorry if I’m saying too much or typing rubbish, but I need help. My life is a mess. Please, God, I need somebody to cry to and tell how I feel. I can’t type it.
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