There’s this guy I used to like 4 years ago. In fact, I liked him the first time I set my eyes on him, and fortunately, we became friends a few weeks later. It happened that we actually liked each other, and one thing led to another. We started making out (no sex) from time to time, and he wanted us to date. However, because I was a virgin and I wasn’t ready to be intimate, we started drifting apart, and we stopped talking. Then, a new friend of mine came along, a girl. We got so close that people literally thought we were sisters. I sort of told her about the crush I had on this guy. Somehow, she got along with this guy, and they started dating. When she told me about it, I was sincerely happy for her. However, on the other hand, I feel it’s something I would never do to her. While they were dating, my friend and I drifted apart because he had a new circle of friends.
I’m not the type who likes to keep a lot of friends, so I distanced myself from her, and we stopped being friends. Nevertheless, the guy and I still talk once in a while. Fast forward to last year, this guy and I became close again. We started talking about how close we used to be, and I started to like him again. This time, I really wanted to do something with him. However, at the same time, I still thought about my ex-friend, who was still his ex-girlfriend. Somehow, they broke up, and he told me about it. We started talking every day, and last month, we met up and had sex. But, I don’t feel good about it. I’ve waited 4 years to do this, but I don’t feel good still because even though my ex-friend and this guy are not together anymore, I feel I shouldn’t have been intimate with him. You guys, am I a bad person?
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