I have been seeing this guy for a year. I can’t say he’s everything, especially in terms of money, but I’ve been committed to him. We’re long-distance as he’s in the US. This year is the hardest year of my life. Every day, I feel like I’m a failure. I used to have so much that I even gave out, but this year? It’s tough! It was my birthday last week, and I couldn’t even afford a dress. I stayed home and cried. My boyfriend will be home in a month. He says we should try for a baby.
I’ve decided to do everything (God willing) to get pregnant. At least if I relocate, I get to have a new life, and I wouldn’t be bothered about little things like food or a roof over my head. It’ll be other forms of problems. I just need stability. I feel mentally exhausted; I need an extra push in life. My child would push me and inspire me to keep living, as right now, I hate life. I’m just ranting and hope everything goes as planned. Life is really tough.
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