So, I met this guy (African but lives in America) on a dating app a few weeks ago. We talked, bonded so well, had really nice conversations, and spoke about a lot on FaceTime for hours, but I noticed he wasn’t really telling me things. He once told me he had issues with his chest, which I asked what it was exactly, but he didn’t really tell me what it was. He told me he needed to get surgery. Fast forward to one night, he told me about himself. It was a lot of traumatizing things. I cried because bro has been through a lot. How his father sexually assaulted him at a young age, how he was left alone for months in his country where a war was going on, and a lot more traumatizing things, tbh. He told me how he is suicidal at the moment and dying. Omo, I cried for him. Though he can be kind of stiff and mean at times for no reason, he is the sweetest, not going to lie.
Fast forward to two nights ago, I wrote an epistle and was like, he should stop being stiff and mean to me. Everything is going to be fine, blah blah. All he said was that he needed peace and that I should go to bed. I woke up the next morning to his message. He told me he needed a break. He will be back. I should not text him even if he is online, but he will be back. I apologized for what I said the night before because I sounded a little bit rude, and I also told him that I kind of liked him. He also didn’t say anything about it (me liking him). Since then, yesterday, I haven’t heard from him. He comes online at times on Instagram and won’t check my post or text me. I’m really worried about him because he stays alone, and he usually cuts himself at times with a razor. When I asked, he said it makes his pain go away. I’m scared for him. I don’t want him to hurt himself because I love this man, tbh.
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