Life’s so unfair 😪. So I visited this guy I met on a platform after a week of getting to know each other just because I thought he was serious about this marriage thing. I got to his apartment, washed both his bathrooms wey dey stink, cooked for him (he complimented it), and had segz with him (fuck!). The painful part is, even though I gave him the chance to sleep with me after so many arguments and hesitation, I h8ted the fact that I felt desperate. Desperate to get married because I’m 30.
I’m so disappointed in myself right now. And now my FWB, who is my only go-to person, feels disappointed and has lost his trust for me simply because I told him the truth. I actually promised I was never going to sleep with another man for as long as we’re still together doing the FWB. What was I thinking? I’ve only cheated once since we’ve been together for 4 months because I detest sharing my body, but I had to do what I had to do because I felt it might shift my attention from him. And now I’m regretting it because I love him.
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